Capek.

I KEEP BLAMING HIM FOR MY SITUATION RIGHT NOW!

Fire of rage is deluging my heart

Smile is craving my face

But tears are flowing, can feel the warmth in a bad way

Every tear drop is like an acid

Hurt like hell

WHAT WORD SHOULD I USE TO SAY BITCH FOR A BOY?

It really goes so well on you

I should use It often

GO ROT IN HELL

I'm tired of everything

Fed up enough to say "Capek"

Unsure

Can't stop crying since 4pm till now (right now is 10 pm), my eyes are definitely swollen so bad.
A bit unsure about His plan, does He really have a good plan for me? I know He will give me the best but is It?

God, you hear my pray, don't you?

I really need your help

FIGHT

Fight for SBM ITB!!

Reason I Hold Down

I joined your team, became a part of them, all the reasons go back to you.

Let go my position as a head of a section and let it be replaced with another person.

Just wanted to see you, running on that field, passing the sweating you a bottle, screaming your name, giving you a support, I let my pride got down, I acted like a crazy, I didn't care what people thought, cause I was just thinking bout you.

I got that award, gold medal was hanging on my neck, people cheered me.  But my eyes only on you.  It's all because of you.

Will you realize?

Please

Devil

I never thought that I'd fall for you

The devil inside me are my brain and heart
So, I can't think clearly nor do things wisely
Act like no one cares
Treat like no one with you
Speak like no one has ears

Oh
Maybe you are the one?
You are the devil
You are my distraction
You are the virus, attacks the wall and let it burn

I reach your hands and you drag me
Somewhere I know for absent
A place where is full of woes
It hurts me
But I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck cause my brain isn't working anymore
Same thing goes to my heart
My tact is under your control
Do whatever you want, Your Majesty

I crumple
I still don't care
I'm shattered
I still don't care

Thinking that I'm a bulletproof
But I can still feel the bruises which are gilding my body
I can still feel the pain in my chest
I can still feel the scent of blood in the air

Can I hate you?
You are an catastrophe
An awful blizzard in the desert





I love you

Down Low

Have you ever been feeling so down?

You are being so scared

In the steep fright stream, you never realize

You can't breath, the water sink you down

Your lungs feel like being torn 

You are dead

Have you ever been so high?

Really high, higher than everything

But, the higher you get, the higher risk you'll get

Wind of cockiness caresses your face, you never realize

Like a circus, teetering the flimsy rope

The higher you are, the higher possibility you'll break yourself

You are dead

Story : Falling Sparks

Dark the stars and dark the moon

Hush the night and the morning loom

The ruby ray shone the night sky
The cries of dragons filled the air
The sparks of sword flew, conveyed by the wind

Dark the ocean, dark the sky

Hush the dragon and the ocean tide

Ears those used to by the high squeal of sword
Mouth that couldn't stop spitting words of hatred
Saber on the right, scute on the left

Tell the horses and beat on your drum

Gone their masters, gone their sons

The warrior fought until there was no blood left
The sorcerers mumbled until their tongue stiff
The ladies cried until there were no voice could be heard

Tell the salt marsh and beat your drum

Gone their master, gone their sons

Blood dripped slowly, gone in the ocean
Stench of iron was covered by salt

Dark to light and light to dark

It was night and bright
Houses filled by fright
Son and daughter were in their mother arms
There is no difference between warm and harm

What brings us together is what pulls us apart

Gone our brother, gone our heart

And I know It was the end of tomorrow

Hush the whales and the ocean tide

Tell the salt marsh and beat your drums 

Gone their master, gone their son

They were telling the verity
Divinity were forgotten
Inearth the tears in dignity
Toils sine any burdens