Capek.

I KEEP BLAMING HIM FOR MY SITUATION RIGHT NOW!

Fire of rage is deluging my heart

Smile is craving my face

But tears are flowing, can feel the warmth in a bad way

Every tear drop is like an acid

Hurt like hell

WHAT WORD SHOULD I USE TO SAY BITCH FOR A BOY?

It really goes so well on you

I should use It often

GO ROT IN HELL

I'm tired of everything

Fed up enough to say "Capek"

Unsure

Can't stop crying since 4pm till now (right now is 10 pm), my eyes are definitely swollen so bad.
A bit unsure about His plan, does He really have a good plan for me? I know He will give me the best but is It?

God, you hear my pray, don't you?

I really need your help

FIGHT

Fight for SBM ITB!!

Reason I Hold Down

I joined your team, became a part of them, all the reasons go back to you.

Let go my position as a head of a section and let it be replaced with another person.

Just wanted to see you, running on that field, passing the sweating you a bottle, screaming your name, giving you a support, I let my pride got down, I acted like a crazy, I didn't care what people thought, cause I was just thinking bout you.

I got that award, gold medal was hanging on my neck, people cheered me.  But my eyes only on you.  It's all because of you.

Will you realize?

Please

Devil

I never thought that I'd fall for you

The devil inside me are my brain and heart
So, I can't think clearly nor do things wisely
Act like no one cares
Treat like no one with you
Speak like no one has ears

Oh
Maybe you are the one?
You are the devil
You are my distraction
You are the virus, attacks the wall and let it burn

I reach your hands and you drag me
Somewhere I know for absent
A place where is full of woes
It hurts me
But I don't give a fuck
I don't give a fuck cause my brain isn't working anymore
Same thing goes to my heart
My tact is under your control
Do whatever you want, Your Majesty

I crumple
I still don't care
I'm shattered
I still don't care

Thinking that I'm a bulletproof
But I can still feel the bruises which are gilding my body
I can still feel the pain in my chest
I can still feel the scent of blood in the air

Can I hate you?
You are an catastrophe
An awful blizzard in the desert





I love you