Down Low

Have you ever been feeling so down?

You are being so scared

In the steep fright stream, you never realize

You can't breath, the water sink you down

Your lungs feel like being torn 

You are dead

Have you ever been so high?

Really high, higher than everything

But, the higher you get, the higher risk you'll get

Wind of cockiness caresses your face, you never realize

Like a circus, teetering the flimsy rope

The higher you are, the higher possibility you'll break yourself

You are dead

Story : Falling Sparks

Dark the stars and dark the moon

Hush the night and the morning loom

The ruby ray shone the night sky
The cries of dragons filled the air
The sparks of sword flew, conveyed by the wind

Dark the ocean, dark the sky

Hush the dragon and the ocean tide

Ears those used to by the high squeal of sword
Mouth that couldn't stop spitting words of hatred
Saber on the right, scute on the left

Tell the horses and beat on your drum

Gone their masters, gone their sons

The warrior fought until there was no blood left
The sorcerers mumbled until their tongue stiff
The ladies cried until there were no voice could be heard

Tell the salt marsh and beat your drum

Gone their master, gone their sons

Blood dripped slowly, gone in the ocean
Stench of iron was covered by salt

Dark to light and light to dark

It was night and bright
Houses filled by fright
Son and daughter were in their mother arms
There is no difference between warm and harm

What brings us together is what pulls us apart

Gone our brother, gone our heart

And I know It was the end of tomorrow

Hush the whales and the ocean tide

Tell the salt marsh and beat your drums 

Gone their master, gone their son

They were telling the verity
Divinity were forgotten
Inearth the tears in dignity
Toils sine any burdens

Big Bang ALIVE Tour Concert in Jakarta~ ♥ ♥ ♥

WOHOOOOOO!
OH MY GOD! That night was like a dream comes true, It was fucking FANTASTIC BABY!
Well, at first me and my poopsmelled  lil sis went to Mata Elang International Stadium together, waited in the super duper crowded line together, ate together, and picked our nose together, oh forget bout that. I didn't have the holy CROWN STICK,so I bought that on the spot and It was pretty expensive but WORTH IT!

Me (right) and my lil sis (left) and EPIC CROWN STICK :")

Okay, I'll skip the boring thingies such as: The supercrazy fangirls in line, the curses of people, the fainting girls.  You know, the concert was REALLY KEWL but It was CHAOS.  I couldn't feel my feet trod on the concrete.  The fangirls and fanboys were really rough, they PULLED my hair, PUSHED me down, and the most important thing: I WAS SEPARATED FROM MY LIL SIS!! But, whatever, I still enjoyed the concert. LOL.

A thousand crown sticks illuminated the whole stadium, GO VIP!

T.O.P was rapping on sagway, LOL!

Seungri sang V.V.I.P, oh you are growing so fast,son :")

Yo Taeyang you are so damn hawt babeee!! 

Daesung's white wings in WINGS (y)

My extremely crazy husband, G-Dragon :*

and some random photos...

Puhlease Taeyang, stop stripping pleaaase *drolling*

They are just effing funny ROFL

Okaaaay, that's all.  I really do ENJOY the concert albeit this "mas mas" invaded my happines

I hate you "mas mas" with a tall body and looooooooong hand

Yes, look! yes ! That hand blocked my sight of my HANSUM GD!

LOLOLOL

TAKE MY HEART, TAKE MY SOUL BACK, BIGBANG!! ♥ ♥ ♥

NB: Sorry, for the rafferty fucking grammar asdfghjklxcvbnm I dont care LOL

Tired face of mine -__-

good night :)

FCK

" Byeee :) "
" Finally :D "
" I'm flyyyyiiing ;)) "
" [{}] "

For god sake
You can't hold your tears
But they're burdening your eyes, so the tears are falling down
Yeah, like your feelings

Those are not for you
Those sweet words

It annoys you
He has been high-jacking your mind
Ah FCK you hate this feeling
Really hate it

A friend of yours tells you
He is keeping some photos of a girl
Yeah, that pretty girl

A friends of yours tells you
He is texting her, romantically for sure
Yeah, that pretty girl

A friend of yours tells you
He is gonna be in a relationship with
Yeah, that pretty girl

FCK just FCK
He gave a hopeless hope for you
You know, you can't cry anymore
Your tears can't show your emotion anymore
It's more ironic than a sad story

There is no happy ending in your love life
No, there is no a single hope, a single happiness
NO JUST NO!




I really hate this
Love can turn into hate, right?

Fall, Broken, Pieces

In this hard situation
You need a courage
A little one is okay

Eight o' clock
You fell to your bed, and checked your phone
Nothing

Where was he?
Where was the text that he always gave to you?
You remembered the old times
When he always texted you, encouraged you

Decided to text him first
Fingers were trembling in jittery
Typing the text felt like dead
*typed* " *His Name* "

He doesn't want you

*cleared*

You should wait you thought
But, waiting was a worst decision
Cause...

He never texts you anymore

In a cold night, a piece of your heart fell
And it was broken, shattered
...

A night
You texted him first
He replied by calling you a wrong name
But you knew that name

It's a girl
A girl who has been loved by him for a long time
A girl who can freely text him with no doubt and hesitation
A girl who speaks better than an old friend
A girl who  is much more better than you

She is prettier, slimmer, smarter, nicer
And she is his type for sure
A quiet girl, she must be cute
Far from you
You are not attractive, far from cute,
dumbass! Hot body? No!
And you are TOO talkative, MEANWHILE...

She and he are quiet type
"They are a cute couple ", people said

FCK FR VRTHYNG

Hey you, a boy with a weird name
Why did you do that to me?
Gave a hopeless hope

Ah It's okay, everything's gonna be alright
:'D


I don't give a shit to my grammar, I'm screwed, so whatever

Story : Prologue

Dark the stars and dark the moon

Hush the night and the morning loom

Dark the ocean, dark the sky

Hush the dragon and the ocean tide

an-unimportant-announcement

Hey, I'm gonna post my "handmade stories" here, hope you read those filthy things #damn

COMING SOON!

:D

Love is in The Air

2 weeks

It's not a long time at all
But, I love when you text me first
Everyday, I'm waiting
Holding the phone, worries are burdening my back
Hands sweating of anxiousness, it's really uncomfortable
I often wipe my hands on my shirt

Jolted!
My phone vibrates, the LED is blinking red
A smile carves my face
I love when you call my name on it
I love when you tell me you are sick
I love when you ask me for the cure
I love everything that you have told me

But
A tweet which is posted by you
A mellow one
Hey, who are you waiting for?
Are you liking anybody else?
I'm here for you, you don't have to worry

You text me first, yeah everyday
But, I'm always be the last one

Ah,it's frustrating
Love is sucks
>:(

It's a really short post and I hope you don't know anything about this

Fall and Love

A class
A team
A chat

Love is sucks, it makes you feel so weird, and now I'm stuck by that cursed thing.
Non stop fast-beating heart, cold sweat on your back, and two hours nail-biting.
You can't stop gazing and staring that sweet smile
His slender body
His wristband
His jacket
His backpack
All those things are not strange for you, you have already remembered them
He looks cool on bike, you really love it
But you hate it when a girl is on his bike
Jelly? Yeah of course
You hide your heartbroken face by a smile and a sweet good-bye for them

You text him, and he texts you back
There is an ear-to-ear smile hanging on your face
You are happy, for sure
Wondering, is he happy over there when he got your text?
'LOL'
It's the hardest thing you've got
Curious,
Is he bored?
or
He does really laugh and thinks you are funny

You pray every night,
hope he will text you first
You pray every night,
hope he will miss you
You pray every night,
hope he will smile at you

You are afraid, he is liking somebody else
You are afraid, he only thinks you as a normal friend
You are afraid being friendzoned by him

Hey boy, I'm in love with you so hard,extremely HARD!
Other sides, you are really an evil
You make my heart bursts every I think of you
You make my belly hurts without a reason
You make my mind blank, distracted, agitated
So mean, you are so mean!

My eyes feel heavy
Tears are crawling down my cheek
Hands are clenching so hard, I can feel the nails, making white crescents on my palms
Why am I crying for you?
Oh I'm just afraid and insecure
That you won't love me back
That you won't turn your head and smile at me
That you won't...ah just forget it

I don't want you to read it but I want you to know my feelings at the same way

***

You, yes you! A boy with a really weird name!

I *cough LOVE YOU!

:)

nobita

X : "Kalo Nobita selesai sahur sebelum imsyak terus dia make pintu kemana saja dan nyampenya waktu buka puasa, apakah dia sah puasanya?" 
Y : "......."

 -@radityadika yang random nunggu maghrib-

bebas

Kebebasan itu cuma bullshit
Katanya bebas milih jurusan universitas
Asal...
Dapet kerjaan bagus
Gajinya besar
Punya jabatan
Dan yang penting...
Harus nurut pilihan orangtua


-tulisan anak kelas 12 yang galau kuliah-

terkenal di udara

Gue ini orang terkenal, ada dimana-mana, yaa jadi terkenal lah, kan ada dimana-mana, huft.  Ini waktu kelas sepuluh ya waktu masih bocah ingusan yang ingusnya menggantung di lubang hidung dengan elegannya.  

-chacha sebagai anggota boyband ma(c)ho-

-chacha dengan badan idealnya-

-chacha sebagai Rose yang vegetarian -

-chacha sedang honey moon impian dengan istri idaman-

-chacha sebagai Bella yang terjangkit epilepsi-

-chacha yang sedang dilanda cinta segitiga-

-chacha yang takut kulit wajahnya menjadi jerawatan-

-chacha yang dikloning dari serat busa jok mobil-

dan terakhir, foto chacha yang tersamarkan :)

Inget yaa yang diatas tuh foto kelas sepuluh jadi masih jelek kalo sekarang udah cantik dong, nih bonus foto chacha 1m03dDhH, , , :)))

-chacha dengan naruto dan jiraya di belakangnya-

4th of July

Happy belated Birthday my America, hope I can be yours :)

I love you and I will always love you *nyanyi lagu whitney hustoong

From the New Yorker wanna be 

-mr.buluhidunk-

chacha

-kill everybody-

skrillex

greeting

Uhm okay then, I'm not a complete noob to this whole blogging stuff.  I had some eer not some, many blogs when I was in junior high school yeah you know it's effing hard to keep the blog running for a longer time. I haven't used blog since 2 years ago and I forget most of things about it.   And now, I'm  feeling like a cave-man using a computer for the first time. Then, I was like " Blog itu nama senjata yang panjang itu kan?, oh itu golok, golok itu yang dijual di depan sekolah kan?, oh itu batagor" 

Okay, let's end this stupid post, before I say good bye to temen temen SD saya, tetangga, dan para penonton, bapak bapak ibu ibu yang ada disini ah *goyang inul* you guys my beautiful readers, please take care of me in this blogging magical world. *bow* *terbang make elang indosiar bersama pangeran gagak dan gadis idaman*

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3